Thursday, July 1, 2010

life updates: i wish i had a less lame list name, but oh well.

-i graduated from nursing school...yay!
-i got a full time summer internship that pays! it's kinda boring, but could be worse. i never thought i would have a 9 to 5 job in a cubicle....BUT its a job.
-i'm sort of homeless...hahaha. currently crashing at christine and brian's place at the broadway building. an incredibly good location for people watching at cal anderson.
-i am taking the NCLEX on july 30th....insert nail biting/teeth grinding/profuse sweating/terribly short attention span/exponential increase in coffee consumption.
-i keep trying to study, but don't get very much done. summer just doesn't inspire me to hit the books. especially after graduation.

sooo...this is the master plan so far:
-pass the NCLEX RN licensure exam the first time.
-apply, interview, and get hired somewhere, hopefully the ICU where i had my senior practicum, when i get my license processed.
-once i get a steady income, get a better place to live.
-after getting some experience, and paying off my loans, save the world.

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrgggghhhh. i wish i had more concrete plans. and there's so much i want to do! i want to travel, and do amazing things. but i have loans to pay off and experience to get. all i know right now is that i want to stay with my friends up here and get my experience here. i've not yet had enough of seattle i guess. it's weird when you want things to tie you someplace and want to be free to cut loose any minute at the very same time. i wish i could articulate to you better what i'm feeling, but i can't even articulate this feeling of lostness to myself.

2 comments:

redapple said...

its good to know how you've been doing :D I always ask ppl what they're up to, but it goes from one end of the ear to another...there's too many ppl to keep track of hahahah!!! Oh how i love me friendsies keke.

I think i kno how u feel, i feel the same way about seattle. I wna go somewhere to have anew life...but at the same time, I feel like I can do more, explore more, and save seattle a lil bit before saving the world...hahahah!

natalie said...

HI BESSIE! i haven't been back here on blogspot in awhile. i miss you. let's save the world together.