Friday, April 17, 2009

a picture is worth a thousand words

click on the pics to see them! (they got cut off a bit)

a picture of you dressed up
a picture of you that is old, but is one of your favorites
a picture of you and who you live with
a picture of you during the summer
a picture of you with a parent or two
a picture of you in your room
a picture of you very drunk

a picture of you on your birthday
a picture on your favorite holiday

the oldest picture you have of yourself in digital form

a picture of you in one of your favorite outfits
a picture of you making a funny face
a picture of you showing off your new haircut
a picture of you being your true self

a picture of a time in your life that you wish wasn't over
a picture of a time in your life that you're happy is over
a picture of you being ridiculous
a picture of you with your oldest friend(s)
a picture of you with your newest friend(s)

a picture you didn't know was being taken

a picture when you were anything but happy, even if you were smiling and doing your best to hide it.
a picture of yourself that you like
a picture of you with someone you love
a picture of you with a sibling
a picture of you with something you love
a picture of you living your life how you would like to live everyday of your life

a picture of when your life was changing

a picture of you and one of your talents
a picture that makes your heart smile

a picture that makes your heart hurt


Tuesday, April 14, 2009

lost...

when will i ever stop losing my phone? probably never. it's the nature of the beast between me and my cell phone. i have lost it all over seattle...found it, lost it, found it.

i hate the feeling you have when you've lost something. i end up dreaming about finding it, and then waking up to the reality. it's not the most important thing in the world...but i am feeling so lost and disconnected without it.

i have lost some sense of time, but most of all...i feel like i've lost one of the only things that makes me feel connected to others. i can't call for help, and i can't answer when people try to reach me quickly. it's so inconvenient, so maddening how something that wasn't necessary at first becomes so ingrained into daily routine that being without makes me practically helpless and unresourceful. so now i cling to the internet, with the hopes of life returning to normal sometime soon.